And there we were — about 25 of us, jammed into his matchbox workspace. He had an assistant who tried to organize us, and then when he was ready, we joined him upstairs (see the portrait to the left).
Ray and Alan sat on chairs, and the rest were on the floor. Ray liked the idea that we were at Alan's feet. We were students at the hand of the master, and there was reverence in it that way. And I recall thinking that we acted that way, too. We had always been trained to be ready to ask questions, but I don't recall any of us being brave enough to start the conversation. Oddly, I don't remember mustering the strength to ask myself—too many self-doubts about saying or asking the "wrong" thing.
When our time on the floor was up, we headed downstairs again, and Alan offered to sign books. I need to remember who it started with, but he drew quick illustrations for each of us. Alan had a distinct drawing style, and his handwriting was even more unique. We instantly transformed into children, asking for horses and muscle-men sketches. There was a giddy reception to each quirky interpretation that Alan would make to one of our requests. I resisted the urge to ask for an illustration. We were treating this design icon more like a sidewalk artist or sideshow.
This natural urge to resist the popular path has generally led to my best stories in life, and this would be no exception. Even though I knew I didn’t want to be seen as demeaning Alan by asking for a sketch, I also wanted to ask him for one. The difference was I wanted my request to mean something. No, to be meaningful.
So, I waited for everyone else to have their turn, and when it was time to go, I approached Alan and asked him if he would consider doing one more sketch. I wanted him to sketch a raven. But this illustration wouldn’t be for me. It would be for someone else. A new initiative at our school. A letterpress facility called Raven Press.
In hindsight, it might have been rude to ask because I was asking one of the most sought-after graphic designers in the world to create an identity for our unknown, tiny effort to revive a dying production craft.
He responded by saying yes, but he would require me to organize through his assistant. So we exchanged information before the entire class left the studio. I had to be sly about it, as I didn’t want Ray or Bill to know anything about it. Honestly, it is an excellent idea, but this is one of those things that can also get you in trouble. This would be something of a gift for them. For the trip. For teaching. For caring enough to make these sorts of experiences possible.
I imagine Bill or Ray scolding me for hanging in Alan’s place too long for overstaying our welcome or disrespecting their generosity. Maybe that happened. Perhaps it didn’t.
But what I recall next was a miracle.
Alan’s assistant had given me a fax number and asked me to send a note detailing the project so that Alan could read it and respond. It was 2003, and the Internet existed—albeit in seedy Internet cafes—but he wanted a fax. So, I drafted a handwritten note and shared it with one of my closest classmates, Karla Burger. She had been chosen to have dinner with Alan, and I respected her design talent more than anyone else in our class. Was I crazy? Was this scrawled-out not working as the brief for the world’s best designer? What else should I tell him? And most importantly: where would we find a fax machine, and how would we know how to use it? Between country codes and calling cards, I barely knew how to call home to say hi to my girlfriend.
Well, somehow, we faxed it. And somehow, we got a response back from Alan’s assistant. We were to come by the studio to pick it up on a specific date. Holy shit! He was going to do it. And we were going to be able to see him again. But did it make sense? Did he understand what it was all about? Was it going to be something we wanted to use for Raven Press?
I recall feeling a lot of anxiety and excitement. We were worried because we had to pick it up on one of our final days in town, and although we knew where to go, getting there and back would be hard undetected. Somehow, we found ourselves again in that tiny back alley. And this time, it felt different. We were above those students who had flocked there feeling green and in awe. We were clients now. We were there to collect a contracted piece of work. Despite this feeling of pride, we were still nervous about seeing Alan again. We didn’t have the safety of the group. Imagine our relief when we discovered that Alan wasn’t even there! His assistant handed us a manila envelope. We thanked her, and we were off. We had it. We had an original Alan Fletcher mark right there in our hands.
I don’t think we could have waited until we were back at the flat to look and see what was inside. Besides, this was a secret. We couldn’t show anyone until we were back in Delaware. Karla and I snuck a peek at the underground. We carefully opened the envelope and pulled out our treasure. It was sandwiched between two pieces of wax paper to protect it—like a nest.
A little blob of ink sat with a thin penned outline of a beak and two wire-like legs. There was a white sticker over the body with an asterisk sketched in the center—an eye. And that was it. It was this perfectly hatched baby raven.
Not only had Alan read the note, but he understood enough to create a mark that represented the youth, experimentation, and notion of Raven Press. In my mind, what had always been a red raven, a mature, Edgar Allen Poe-inspired, suddenly was a quirky, youthful blackbird. It was perfect.
We tucked it away, only to open it again once we returned to the States. I recall feeling worried that something would happen to it during our journey. I was even more anxious to check on it and change fate to a gust of wind or spilled drink.
When back in the States, I did sneak it out long enough to scan it in the student Mac Lab so we could project the image of the logo to the entire Visual Communications program at our monthly gatherings. I’m pretty sure no one, especially Ray or Bill, knew we would present Alan’s mark that day. I was a bit nervous about their response. What if they had been tirelessly working on their own? What if they didn’t like it?
Well, there was nothing to fear. Ray was so overwhelmed that he kissed me—an act he would only repeat on one other day: my wedding day. So, yeah. It was a big deal. I felt proud for seizing the moment and seeing it through. I felt proud to have contributed something meaningful to the program and the teachers who would launch me into my career. I felt proud that I had been worth the time spent on Alan Fletcher’s floor.
